Thx amy, for understanding.
Thx manda.. needed a sense of outlet yesterday which i had no idea where else to find :)

and i'm gonna try to listen you baby, though as much as i understand your reasoning, and believe it, i still dunno whether i can swallow my pride for her anymore. At the same time, i don't know why i want to be so naive and ignorant, don't know why till now i can't grow up and still make silly mistakes like this. it is difficult always being aware, being worried about saying the wrong thing. it hinders. it spoils. it's unfair. Why can't things just be simple?

but it was nice to cuddle in your arms :P

hope you like your pink shirt.. walked soooooo much just to find it.
wouldn't have gotten into this if i wasn't looking for it. bleah. hmph. but no regrets. i'll still deal with my own actions :)