graduation...

exams are finally over!!
... which means.. i've graduated!
sometimes it feels like just another day.. yet sometimes i know it might mean quite a bit more. first of all.. i've joined the ranks of the unemployed. haha. and i'll probably be spending my next week mass writing cover letters again. sulk. and when i look back, i remember those days when i think of graduation as the day i get my freedom. for e.g. the chance to be able to travel with my friends etc etc. everytime when my friends ask me for a trip, i'll say i can't cuz i'm not allowed, and that it's only possible after i graduate! Whether this freedom thing is true.. is another issue altogether...

i know i haven't blogged in a long long while. reason being a) no mood. haha. b) i forgot my password! gave up trying to figure it out and decided to just reset it. technically.. i had a lot of things i wanted to blog about since my last entry.. my wonderful and funny vday, bailamos (our performance - mambo- was alright.. lots of little errors but nonetheless an acheivement for me considering how it is like my first full routine in caderas...how great the senior girls were and i am glad i was able to kinda work with them for the last time.. proud of caderas as a whole), strat bpg successfully coming up tops (phew!), bf getting a job.. and quitting, my bangkok trip in week 11 and shopping like never before, bitching about studying for malayu under my incorrigible prof etc etc.

exams were alright as a whole..i've got such weird profs this sem. scm - prof pretty much copied all the qns from the 'discussion qns' in the textbook and malay, well.. my prof just used one of our worksheets as our exam paper. dots. am hoping to do decently this sem.. hopefully *crosses fingers*, get my first A? haha. yeah.. i know.. i very lousy.

After exam celebration was going shopping with bf.. bought a pair of expensive but damn comfy pair of shoes and had dinner at raffles hotel with parents. so guai right? haha. tt's cuz bf abandoned me for harry's and zouk! :P

well.. have to start planning what i'm going to do while i'm 'unemployed' and not involved in dance and have no grad trip. sigh. hopefully it will still be enjoyable. :) looking forward to meet everybody.. haha. need to find the $$ to do so though. broke :(

on my mind now:
i want alcohol
i want freedom
i want to be happy
i want a job
what shall i do this week?