I want to dance

It's a Sunday night and i'm stuck at home alone! This sucks. and i hate being alone

My friends are at Brix salsa-ing to live music!!! LIVE music. *urgh* I want to be there... and the music sounds soooo good. I hate this feeling of being stuck at home when my heart wants to be somewhere. I remember those times in secondary school, when the weather is so fine, and every inch of my body just want to be out there hitting the ball, playing tennis. And yet because my mum didn't allow, I would be stuck at home sulking. I will feel so sad, as if missing out in a wonderful experience. People might wonder why get upset over something that you will know you will have another chance to go.. to dance or to play tennis. Yet there is a difference. To have the mood, to have the right conditions, makes each session a difference. You don't get a sunny day with a nice breeze, with the people you love there all the time. You don't play a good game or dance well everyday. urgh.

Shall just watch grey's anatomy and cry my heart out. bleah

And I am aching like crraaaaazy again. this time my whole upper body. plus two really black bruises on my knees. Thanks to cartwheels and tornados. but it's fun :)