i used to open up so much more on this blog. my thoughts, my feelings, my loves.

maybe i should try doing so again.

maybe it’s just not possible anymore.

cuz as years pass, we don’t think so innocently and life becomes more complicated.

my heart aches. for many reasons.

i don’t want to sleep. i want to be outside. feel the cold night air. i want more.

but alas. there is work tomorrow.