feeling a little jaded. maybe not jaded ..but more like nothin.
i'm back to the point of time where i'm tired of certain stuff again.. like my tolerance for it has gone to an all-time low. how long should my life be ruled?
yet at the same time.. i know there is sense in all these concern and comments. some are valid.. some are just ridiculous. I'm gonna be 23 this year. when does it stop? Does it matter whether i choose to sleep early or not? Why can't I be passionate about something else? Why is dancing wrong?
maybe it's cuz i'm messing up my studies again. i know i am. the mid terms in a couple of days.. yet it's still a mess to me. i honestly dunno what i'm reading.. and to put it in my head in the next couple of days is just impossible. screw grades. it's not that great to begin with anyway.
I just don't seem to be doing anything right again.
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Hey Babe... what I can say. It mostly gets better when you get older? Not fantastic, but slowly, they learn too. It's about balancing your wants and their ideals. In a certain way, it helps when you finally start work and have work as an excuse, but that's also coz work makes you more reponsible. Cheerie up, and maybe for now, just concentrate on those mid-terms. Grades are kinda important in landing that first job, after which, it's your performance that counts! *Hugs*
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