i act as if know what i'm doing, as if i'm not worried at all.

the truth is i'm just avoiding it. i don't think about it.
but when i do, i can't stop the tears.

interview

So my interview, wasn't really an interview.

Nonetheless, I hope I did well and left a good impression. Now to wait for the next 1-2 weeks and hopefully, it will be something decent!
Today, i realized how grateful i am to have met someone like wp at work. she probably doesn't know this, but till now, still see her as my mentor.

Finally received the mild stamp of approval from bf. was kind of worries by your initial negative comments when i mentioned about china. what you think really matters to me.

step by step. let's see how it goes.


in my head now...

snow

Tin Tin

watched TinTin today.. it was surprisingly good! the level of detail, comic moments and direct
i think the simple concept of adventure in our childhood books and cartoons are the best!


loved our little seats in the corner, loved seeing you laugh. though i was a little affected when u push me off a bit, but all in all, it was a nice simple night :)




drafted 12Nov1am

Convent garden June 2011. By the pavement watching the evening rush hour to TGIF chill out. Live music in the background, and a really sweet German couple by my side.

Decisions

I'm happy for you baby to at least have this opportunity lay out in front of you.

I'm worried about the implications.

I trust you'll make a decision that you are comfortable with. Hopefully, you'll find a good fit :)


In my mind now:
flood
scuba gear
thai girls
baby

Been a while... again

A snapshot of this year to date:

work - slacking
love - best in the last 3 years or more
family - worst ever chemistry now
friends - can't ask for more


In my mind now:
fight but still in love
rfq
shanghai
rain
$$