life is good. i can’t possibly ask for more right?
i live in a happy home. i have loving retired & self sufficient parents who finally can relax and do the things they truly enjoy.
i have a job that so far has treated me really well.. perhaps bit too well. haha. they have faith in me and give me opportunities. people are nice in general (no crazy hate politics as per previous job). I’m not stressed (as of yet but soon to change… FINALLY!). Finally received my sales territory today so it’s soon gonna be lots of awkwardness and bad learning experiences for me. Gee. I sound so optimistic. well.. i hope it will turn out good. i really have to end my slacking days.
I meet my fav girls every week now (not that they know that they’re my fav girls), cuz of the upcoming performance. it is something i look forward to: hanging out with them and preparing for a performance. so yay!
I drive all the time now. Can’t remember the last time I took public transport. For the first time, i’m topping up my own cashcard and have to buy carpark coupons. Yikes. I am lucky to have a cute blue beetle to drive everywhere.
Parents give me the freedom that i need, finally. I can’t go partying all night but it’s now at a more reasonable level. Coming stayover at a chalet for consecutive 2 nights is going to be a first for me. As long as I’m reasonable, i don’t get much nagging. Took me 24 years to get this.
I have friends that care for me.
I have a boyfriend who tolerates a lot of my ugly nonsense.
what more can i ask for right?
yet i still feel empty sometimes. empty.
